Okay so today. Well YESTERDAY now, since it's one in the morning. I saw a friend named Rae on Audi, and I haven't seen him for weeks. He's a friend from SOJU that we all adored. Tried out 20 times, JUST to get in. He was like... my pet. So I spammed whispered him. And the response I get?

"... I'm not Rae... You didn't hear about it?"

To sum it up. I was told by this person. That Rae died... In a car accident. Drunk driving. He was the passenger. I didn't believe the story 100%, or perhaps couldn't. And the person was simply a douche. I was so angry that he'd have the nerve to go on an account that belonged to someone who died in an accident.

So I post on the forums, a thread dedicated to him. And this girl says:

"Rae? Wtf... Who told you he died? I know him in rl, and he's been on a vacation the past 2 weeks and a half."

... Wtf. >: I'm going through too much emotional turbulence lately... I told this to Ria and she thought that it was just another attempt by someone to get me feeling guilty about the whole SOJU ordeal. Fml. >:

And now I just got off Audi about... 10 min ago. I feel like my bad mood affected others. >: Sowwy Jesse.

Well on a happier note. My friend just randomly showed up at my door yesterday, no the day before that, to drag me boating. It was fun. We got stuck a lot with the rowing the first 30 min out in the water though. Got so wet. >:

Then we walked into a restaurant, smelling like lake water. And I had shrimp scampi while the other two shared a pizza.

And apparently my friend's cat escaped and is now sitting outside somewhere in the middle of a thunderstorm in Georgia. >:

Now I'm sad over something... that just can't be helped. >: One year. Two years. I'll wait. Whatever it takes. Cause I really do care. And I don't want to force it.

[Sorry that last part probably didn't make sense to most of you.]